Sunday, September 30, 2007

My connection

The Grand Teton, Jackson Hole Wyoming, just north of Burnt Lake.

Man has always been a social animal.  Early man first lived a hunters/gathers.  Early in mans history, we lived in family groups known as clan or tribes.  As the population in Europe grew, people began to live in towns and cities.  The occupations of the inhabitants became more specialized.  In what is now the US, the inhabitants remained as hunter/gathers and continued to live in tribes.  When the Europeans started to spread to the new world, they brought with them disease and technology (and their attitudes about owning the land).  They tried to live in harmony with the natives.  When the Europeans found themselves in need of more land, it was inenvitable that the two groups would collide.  When two societies collide, the one with the most technical weapons is usually the victor, sometimes totally eliminating the losing society. It should also be noted that more American natives died of the diseases spread by the Europeans than anything else.  How could this affect our mother earth?

I have over the years developed an attitude.  An attitude about the way we are treating our mother, the very planet that gives us all we need to sustain life.  I have compared my thoughts and ideas with that of many native Americans and you know what?  I agree with them.  We belong to the earth, it does not belong to us.  I attribute my beliefs to my personal history and the education I continue to obtain.

I am a rare breed, I was born and raised in Wyoming.  I didn't realize how rare I was until I had a good friend attend the FBI academy.  He pointed out to me that in the big picture, hardly anybody lives in Wyoming, something he learned in the academy.  I was lucky enough to be exposed to much of the American west before industry and people began to pollute the area.

As a very young man, I would go camping and fishing in the mountains of central Wyoming with my father.  We would go into areas that were only accessible by 4 wheel drive vehicles.  These were areas that showed no sign that man had ever been there before us. (although we knew better....it was expected that we left no trace that we had been there ourselves)  I have been fishing on a lake that had water so clear, youcould see the bottom, 30' below us. We could go out for a week and take only the required pans, a little cooking oil, and some corn meal or flour and have enough native fish to sustain us.

I have stood on the prairie, once populated by the Cheyenne and Arapaho Indians, the buffalo and the eagle, with the wind in my face, the smell of the sage brush filling the air, listening to the leaves of the Cottonwood  and the Meadowlark sing.  One cold winter night in the 1960's, I found myself standing on the frozen prairie.  The temperature was below zero, there was 6" to 8" of snow on the ground and the air was perfectly still.  I looked into the sky and saw a million stars.  I felt so small, but yet a part of the universe.  There was nothing around me that I could buy, but yet I felt as if I owned it all, or it owned me.

Just a few years earlier, as I lay in my sleeping bag in our backyard in Cheyenne, I was nine years old.  I watched the stars above.  One of them moved.  just weeks before, the USSR had launched Sputnik.  It was the only moving object in the heavens.  Now there are so many, they pass over, one every 3-5 minutes.  I often wonder what the few remaining tribes think of the moving stars.

Man and our over population are "killing Mother Earth".  Our skies are so polluted that many people can only see a few stars on a clear night.  Roads have been built and the  once clean lakes are cloudy and surrounded by litter.  I have a friend who works at NCAR/UCAR.  She sends me information, almost daily, on the research on global warming.  I have seen the numbers.  We are heating up the earth.  We need to wake up and take care of the problem.

I often reflect on a drive I took just after my father died.  I was driving south on I-25 from the Wyoming/Colorado border.  As I looked at the front range of the Rockies, I thought "Those beautiful mountains were here a long time before me, my father and his father.  They are owned only by God"

I have but one solace...When I start feeling that my world is becoming over populated, I take a drive back to Wyoming.  There are still more Pronghorn Antelope than people.  I just wish the State of Wyoming had not improved the road back to Burnt Lake, where I use to camp and fish with my father.

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

Well said.  I like that --- we belong to the earth, it does not belong to us.  You are fortunate to have grown up where you did.  I grew up in "suburbia", but what an innocence we had back then.

Anonymous said...

have a good week:) i agree what is the world coming too? sorry about your dad

Deb

Anonymous said...

I feel like I was righ there with you. You paint an amazing picture in my mind.

Be Well
E.

Anonymous said...

Great picture, hope many are able to share it out there

Anonymous said...

This, is simply beautiful writing.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences. It's entries like this that bring me back again and again............
Have a good week.
Rebecca Anne

Anonymous said...

Nice story about you and Dad!  It has been 22 years today since we lost him and it is nice to cherish those times and things he taught.  

I am going to disagree with your friend on the global warming issue.  This has become the latest thing in a series of non-issues to get all upset and emotional about.  This has actually been fun to watch.  This is a prime opportunity to pull the wool over people's eyes to gain some power, like the snake oil salesmen. Remember those UFO sightings, cow mutalations and crop circles?  Somebody (big Al, et al.) has taken a topic that very few people know anything about and don't have time or background to research objectively, unless they need research grants.  It is easy to get people upset, especially since many of us are so self-centered that we think we are the cause of problems, when often we are not.  With some exceptions like spreading of germs.

Since I studied geology for a couple of years I am going put in my 2 cents.  The earth's climate is not in a constant stasis. The earth is actually in an interglacial period caused not by people, surprise! surprise!, but by fluctuations in the Sun's output, partially due to its changing magnetism.  The earth is 4+billion years old. How long have we been tracking the temperature? And some measurements have been taken near heat vents on buildings so it is hard to trust anyway.  Plus the biggest CO2 polluter in WA is impossible to shut down but it sure is pretty to look at from my window. ;-)   So don't worry too much unless it gives you something to do.  It is just a distraction from reality.  But it easy to fall for it.    

Anonymous said...

It is so nice to finally hear from my brother!  Thank you Phil for your comment!

Anonymous said...

There you go, you heard from your brother!!! That's amazing all by itself, isn't it? But I do agree with you, most of us are not in touch with the earth we walk on, not like the Native Americans were... our lifestyle does not leave much time for the kind of soul searching you embarked on as a young lad. Most of us love the idea of living off the land, of sleeping under the stars, of being one with the land... but for the most part, we are caught up in the trappings of our times and our culture. We owe, we work, we build, we buy, and we die... it all happens so quickly... then it is done. Someday I will visit the west... a long visit. I want to see those dark nights and bright stars, unhindered by city lights and tall buildings blocking the horizon. You had some wonderful times when you were a kid... camping and fishing with your dad. My students will be creating a Cave Man Art Gallery in the next few weeks... they will be making their own tools to paint and draw with. I've been looking for stories to tell them of early man. Got any? bea

Anonymous said...

Beautiful, heartfelt post...  Thank you for sharing your thoughts, your memories and your heart.  

Think I'll go gaze at the sky for a while...  ::smiling::

Michelle

Anonymous said...

David's youngest brother finally chimed in!  One of the characteristics I remember hearing about our paternal grandfather was that he rarely participated in idle chatter.  His theme was very Franklinesque, to "Speak when you have something important to say, otherwise...(notice in self-reference there is need to finish the statement)" So I finally had something to say amidst enjoying the reading. (inside family joke, because I enjoy socializing)

I have to agree we are just temporary caretakers of our home. We should keep in mind our impact on the world and keep it for future generations. And I also agree in property rights. See Richard Pipes' book "Property and Freedom". But when it comes to considering environmental issues, etc.,  I think some people are also not happy until they are not happy.  When we stop to smell the roses, I prefer to be guilt-free, otherwise....

Anonymous said...

I like you have a native american heart. But hey you are a native american aren't you. Peace to your teepee

Anonymous said...

I love you.

-Nate

Anonymous said...

wow.  I'm so glad I came across you here.  

If only everyone thought the same way that you do.  ...Brilliant and eloquently written.

take care and take it easy~
~Bernadette